muka919

Thanks Nurse, Happy, and Trauma for your advice and for sharing your experiences. I am going to continue to earn a degree in something else, just not nursing for the time. I wish I could take a semester off but I really want to be done with school, at least my bachelor's before I am 25. Not only that but I will be dropped off my father's health insurance if I am not a full-time student and right now I don't want to risk being sick and not having a good job. I agree with you Happy nursing really wasn't what I thought it would be. I mean I feel as if I do have some passion for it but when I was at my clinical all I saw the nurses do was pass out meds and chart. As far as the school goes, I really felt abandoned. When I started the program at orientation and on the first day of class all the teachers were so excited and inspiring that they were going to help us become nurses one day, but once I failed the teachers seemed to not really care about my goals in life. The only thing they saw was the grade and not me.

Thanks RNcpac, I know I have a lot of decision making to do at this moment, it just sucks so much, of all the hard work I have done just to have everything taken from me, because of a three-tenth of a point. Also, caliotter I am aware of my attitude and I was able to maintain a passing grade through the semester, of course it was not the highest, but I was passing. I went to tutoring and spent extra time studying but at the end my final score just tanked and ended up failing the class, like I mentioned before by three-tenths of a point. Anyways I'm just frustrated because, now I have to figure out what to do with my life. Since it is so difficult to find a nursing program that I can apply to, and I cannot reapply back to my schools nursing program until 5 years from now. I just don't want to waste all the time and hours I have spent/earned at school and not finish.

The title says majority of it, but now I don't know what to do. I wish I could just turn back time and not even go to the damn program. I have no idea what to do I was only in the program for one semester. I do not want to step into ANY medical facility, I don't care if I am dying. It took me forever to get into the program and then I get kicked out because I failed one class by less than one point. I don't know if I ever want to return the nursing field or anything in the medical field Any advice from anyone? I really just want to graduate I feel like I am just stuck in my life and I am not getting anywhere.