renr_j

i never thought joining allnurses.com can be this great. i just started my work as a company nurse. now everyday seems to pull me down deeper of fear and doubts about myself. i keep on asking myself if this is where i should be. i want to be helpful and productive for all the patients that comes in but there are still things that i dont know and are not really particular. all this things piles up in my head and i cant even think straight. unlike you, most of the time it is my decisions and actions that are being done in the clinic cause we only have 1 nurse per 12 hrs shift. and it kills me just thinking of the fact that we can never know what will happen. im starting to lose hope and find another job away from nursing when ive read this. now maybe i'd start lifting myself up. and i guess the best thing we can do right now is to equip ourselves with alot of gutts and knowledge. just like what i do now. thanks for posting this. its really of great help

i also got the same situation though i tried pulling the needle back a bit. so it's really ok? cause im all worried right now. it really helped reading this article.