Thanks to everyone who understands what has happened to me. I do love nursing and need to focus on that and find my niche. A little frustrating after being a nurse for 5 years. I do understand that the rules do protect us as well, don't get me wrong. Oh well, onward and upward. I actually have just registered to go back to school to get my BS and then Masters in Education - so perhaps that is my direction..this is a good site!