Oh my goodness! when i read ur post i felt like i was reading something i wrote!!! i feel/felt the EXACT same way. I have made it to the point where I've been accepted into my nursing program and only need to pass Micro and health assessment in order to start clinicals but i've sucked BIG TIME. I found myself failing exams left and right and without any clue what to do to make things right. I was so depressed to know i had made it this far just to fail miserably. I'm still going through this now but i picked myself up the best i could. I told myself i was not going to let these 2 classes stop me form being sooooo close to achieving my goal. I went from failing my micro class to now holding a B!!!! now health assessment is still making me struggle but i'm trying to hang in there. The best advice i can give is try your best not to get discouraged. Whenever you start thinking about ur x and u just feel like laying down all day, start thinking about all the sweet sweet revenge u can have once ur a nurse!!!! this is all coming from someone who is in the same position your in and trying super hard to get out of it!!!!!!!