TY, Jaga. We sound like we are in the same boat. Everyone thinks I'm crazy for wanting to go back to working 12 hour shifts, weekends, holidays, etc. I did it for 10 years and my family was ok. I still managed to make it to all the sports and school activities. I want to love this job like i did at the hospital but sadly thats not gonna happen. I will probably go back to hospital work this summer also. Good luck to you!!