I have a problem controlling my desire to want to go gambling. I am a critical care nurse with over 20 years of experience and I seem to be drawn to the "controlled" experience of "bells and whisles" that go off and I don't have to save someone's life, I also have the possibility of winning megamoney in the process. I am mesmorized by this process. Is there anyone else out there who has this issue, and more importantly, is there anyone else out there who has somehow beat it? I'm beyond broke and it seems to me like there has to be some nurses' out there with this problem. I've been to a GA (Gambler's Anonymous) meeting, but it was all men at the meeting and I felt really uncomfortable there. I would really like to hear from anyone who is sympathetic to my situation. Many nurses are better than one!:nurse::nurse::redbeathe