I so agree with tewdles, I worked in the hospital for quite a few years to hone my skills before I felt ready to go in home care. Independence and accuracy with assessment skills is a learned experience. Please prepare yourself before delving into this very rewardinbg but taxing position, I applaude you and hope that you will realize your dream, just be careful about taking care of yourself! Examine also your own belief system related to your mortality. It is hard to help someone die if we don't have a realization of our own mortality. Best Wishes!