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Okay sorry my story is a little long but I really need help making this decision! All my life I have been into art and intended on going to college for interior design but two years ago my brother who I am extremely close with was diagnosed will Leukemia and watching the nurses take such good care of him made me think about wanting to help people for a living! so my first year of college I did the whole art school thing but it wasn't what I wanted. I knew that I wanted to work towards something that was going to be a fulfilling career and I also just really wanted to help people. A few of my friends were doing pre-nursing so I looked into it and it seemed wonderful. the classes seemed hard but I figured I could handle it, I have never been amazing at science but I knew if I worked hard I could pull it off. now that i am taking Chem and Microbiology it is just so hard and I am not sure if it is what I want to do any more. I cry at least 2-3 time a week because I how hard these classes are. I want to be a nurse but I dont know if I am going to be good at it or if I will even enjoy it. I just need to figure out what I am going to do with my life! ahhh its so stressful!! I know I want to help people, I love helping people and all the times I have been at the hospital with my brother the nurses are the ones that make him smile and I would just love to provide that for people.I hear after chem everything gets easier but I am not sure if I believe that! please let me know your opinion. is school this hard for everyone? and is it worth it?