This is going to sound so stupid so dont laugh at me too hard but.......are any of you more scared of certain illnesses or death since you became a nurse and actually seen this stuff close up? Like I constantly think I am going to have a heart attack, I am so worried that I will. Even if I get heart burn, immediatly in my mind it is a heart attack. I have a friend who is sure with every head ache she gets that she is having an annuerysm. And OMG the thought of dying just makes me mad. Death scares the pants off me. I know most of the pt's I have seen die it has seemed like a peaceful thing but I want NO part of it. Yes I am a christian and believe in Heaven, but I can wait!!! I am in no hurry! I am not being ignorant or psychotic, I realize we all go at some point. Just wondered how you all felt and if this stuff scared you more now that you are a nurse and see it all the time. Thanks!