I feel the same way. I took my boards today, and received the full 265. I felt confident going into the test, and now I am anticipating that I failed miserably. It seems that many people don't really get the full 265, so I am really unsure of what to expect, and what the general results display for those of us who do get the full 265. It is nice to know that there are others who also received the 265 and passed, eases the anxiety some, but there is still a lot there.....