Okay. *sigh* Where do I start? Let's try, the beginning. I started nursing (when I passed boards) in September of 2010 but was a nurse extern and graduate nurse before then. I have not enjoyed nursing since I walked on my first med-surg floor. My first job was at the County hospital in my hometown and I dealt some hazing because I was a very brand new nurse at the time. I was even hazed by my RN Team Leader. I thought I could put up with a little hazing but after the fear that I might lose my license and walking on eggshells daily, I resigned that job after only 8 months of being employed there. Next, I worked drug and alcohol detox, which I loved! I always had this fear, though, that I would lose all of my nursing skills (that I had just picked up) if I stayed there full-time. I worked there for a year and then went PRN to go back to med-surg. I hated med-surg once again at the next facility that I started at. Then I relocated from TN to GA. This is where I am currently. My current dilemma is. Now I have no idea what I want to do with my career. I don't want to go back to school yet because I feel that I am not in the specialty that I enjoy. I have always wanted to be in Women's services but it seems almost impossible to do get a job on a Labor and Delivery unit. How do people get the jobs if all of them "REQUIRE 1-3 years of experience" in that particular specialty? I am starting to wish that I went to school for something else. Is this normal? I have been floor nurse for almost 2 years and I am already tired of being a floor nurse. I just started a job after relocating to GA in orthopaedics/surgical services but I'm not happy here either. I am very good at what I do, so I've been told, but I just do not enjoy it. I know I sound like a confused little child, but I need help!! I have thought about doing urgent care, women's services, going back to psychiatric nursing, nursing for an insurance company and school nursing. If there is anyone else who has had this same confusing problem, any advice will be appreciated.