WoW! Thank you so much for your reply... it really helped! It will be in the same unit as where my nephew was at... i have thought long and hard about this... i chose this specific hospital because of the EXCELLENT care they give to there patients (from docs, nurses, care partners, child life, etc)... i would honestly be honored to work there... my family has a close relationship with the staff there... i have thought about that too... i know that my personal life has to stay outside of the hospital and that my care should be focused on whoever i will be helping that day... it will be very difficult but I'm glad that you think that I should GO FOR IT!!! I just needed that extra push :) thank you!