I've been a nurse for 9 years, 4 of which were active duty military. There were years I HATED my job. You need to find your niche. Once I found ER I knew it was for me. I interviewed for a PICU position last year and choose not to return for a 2nd interview...even with my experience I knew I would be overwhelmed and not LOVE it. My husband (also a nurse)had 1 year exp. and put his resume on Monster....landed a job working for a pharmacy no less. NO WEEKENDS or HOLIDAYS. Just need to get out of what you are doing and find the area of nursing you like (remember pay isn't everything)