I have been in the CCU/MICU for almost 1 year. My question..... when does it get better? Many times I still feel completely unorganized and worst of all just plain stupid. All I have ever wanted to do was be a nurse, or so I thought. I have question muy decision almost daily since passing the NCLEX. I have been told I am too hard on myself. I just want to be so good at this. I am still afraid of codes, I can't remember max rates on pressors. I do look things up and ask plenty of questions. I do not want to leave this unit but I am wondering if I am a good fit? Can anybody give me some words of encouragement that it will get better?