Thanks for all the support..your all right we have to put on a brave face and just keep looking. New grad programs in cali are taking few nurses .. nurses that are returning to work and new RN's with LVN experience... so I guess i have to keep looking the worst part for me is that i landed the job and then got laid off but I only accrued a couple months of experience.. but lets keep going . I guess atleast I know im not alone in the struggle