lakesg1

I am a new nurse. I've always wanted to be a nurse untill now. I'm starting to have doubts about this feild. I love helping others, I also love the patient intraction and being able to make a difference in someone's life. But what I do not like is the challenging legal issues that we are faced with. Lately my RN supervisor has been literally stalking me. I fell like she is singleling me out and looking through my work to try to find errors. Other nurse are complaining about her as well but I feel like she has backed off of them because they are a bit meaner or bolder than I am. The place i work for is very unorganized and I feel like I am being written up for things that have already taken place before I became a nurse. I am considering changing my work place I think this may help me feel better about being a nurse. Sometimes it is just where you work. Im hoping that is my issue. I feel fed up, a bit uneasy,and kind os stressed out. I want to file a grievance against her but don't know what to do. It seems like in nursing you have to have a mean demeanor it feels like a doggy dog line of work where someone always have to be the blame. Does any new nurse out there feel like they are being blamed for things because it is easier to blame the new nurse? I dread going to work now because I feel like Im walking on glass. I never know what this lady is going to come up with next. It seems like things are getting worse everyday no matter how hard I try to stay error free. I sick of her she even tried to drag me in something that she did wrong and I truly believe she tried to drag me in one her mistakes. I think it is time for me to leave ths place. I feel so bad right now. I don't know if things will get better. Im trying not to loose my cool on this lady. How do I keep her away from me.