Give yourself a break. First, think of how much you've already accomplished. Take a good look of all you've been through and realize that it's not easy. I think you are certainly getting a little burned out. But, if you acknowledge this and take a deeper breath, you may start to understand that what you're going through is part of the process which involves so much more. You know, after all this is over with and you've actually made it, you'll be able to look back and even relate to others in their struggles. hang in there. I think you'll be alright if you just give yourself more credit than what you're giving yourself.