brandyberry1973

I have made it to my last semester which starts next week. We will have the HESI exit exam along with clinicals and regular exams. I am already freakin out about HESI. My husband is a long haul truck driver and is gone for several weeks at a time so I am pretty much a single mom. I feel like I have neglected my 7 year old son so much in order for me to do this nursing school thing. He is starting to act out and show some frustration/anger issues and its only with me....he's perfect at school and with others. I just feel like a bad mom. Like a good mom would always make time to go do what ever with her child. But when I get home I study or clean up my house or get him fed/washed/homework.....Really I end up starting to study around 9 or 10 after he goes to sleep then Im tired and its a cruel cycle. I keep saying Ive made it this far.....we can make it until May when I graduate and then things will be ok...but I dont know. I am afraid my son will say "you didnt have time for me for the last 2 years so I dont have time or interest in you now". guess Im just venting.......:typing