I don't know if i'm fit for this profession... I'm a new grad who started working on an orthopedics unit and i just feel... discouraged! I am so stressed before I start my work day, and when i leave my mind is running around thinking of all the things i might have missed.. The other day, i made a really careless med error giving a higher dose than was needed. I was so disappointed in myself that the 5 R's had eluded me at that one moment i was lucky that there were no adverse effects, but i felt terrible for the patient and myself. The other nurses told me not to worry about it; that they had done many careless things throughout their career... But for me, my day went downhill from there.. i felt like a nervous wreck.. and it hit me: this career holds so much responsibility and there is VERY little room for error. I think the nurses on the unit can see it on my face that I feel anxious, and they are so great! offering me their assistance and letting me know not to be shy to ask for help.. my patient load is on the easy side (5-6 who are relatively stable) to allow me to transition from school to work,.. honestly, i have been told several times that my floor is known for it's kind staff, but I feel that even in such a supportive environment, maybe i'm just not cut out for it... I have read many posts about the ridiculous hours some nurses work, and the catty nurses who make their lives hell, or the condescending Dr's.. i haven't quite experienced that at all! Most of my colleagues have been great, no rude Dr's ..yet, haven't dealt with the "politics" really and the head nurse has given me a really flexible schedule - only days, at the moment. I think what it boils down to is ambiguity of this profession; not being able to read Dr's orders (handwriting), getting used to normal "abnormal" values, encountering new diagnosis, procedures, and meds everyday, different patients with unique and difficult characters, Dr's orders that get slipped in middle of the shift and only noticed at the end of my shift , pt's and families with multiple inquiries that i just can't answer, people in pain, people i have to consult with... the list goes on. I was contemplating quitting and trying the OR where the skills may be more redundant but i might feel more confident in.. but I just feel terrible leaving this job after only 5 weeks, and my pride doesn't make it easier :S I thought nursing was for me because I thought I loved caring for people but now that's it's become a profession i'm payed for and i've become ultimately responsible for pt's lives , i find myself feeling miserable and inadequate and STRESSED out. not healthy! sorry for the long rant! any advice would be greatly appreciated..