Hello everyone. I have been lurking around here for a while. I think I have read almost every post! Before I begin I want to apologize for the length of this post. I have a lot on my mind. I am currently 27 (28 in a few weeks). I work at a law firm in Miami as a paralegal. I guess I have been at my current job for a little over 3 years now. I am absolutely miserable. I could cry right now. I want to be a nurse so badly, it is all I think about. (I've thought about it for the past several years, and I always find some way to talk myself out of it, or someone else does.) First, I have made a lot of poor choices in my college "career". Due to the fact that I had no idea what I wanted to do with my life, being just plain irresponsible, and several deaths in my family, I dropped many classes or just gave up and received failing grades. In 2001 I decided to buckle down and take things seriously. I became an EMT-b. I received straight "A"s in that program and passed the State test with flying colors. However, reality soon hit me that I would make more money working at Costco than I would as an EMT. So I went back to the drawing board and ended up where I am at now. A paralegal. Although I am very good at what I do, I hate every second of it. I cannot stand working for these attorneys. I am treated as though I am mentally inferior because I am not one them. I can't stand the way they laugh about "ruining someone's weekend" by filing a motion, or writing nasty letters to someone. I know I could go out and find another paralegal job, but that is not what I want to do with my life. I want to help people. I want to make a difference. I've always been fascinated with life and how medicines work. I know that I would excel at being a nurse. The problem is that I messed up a lot in school. Upon reviewing my grades I saw that my GPA currently is around 2.3. I am so embarrassed! I wish I could go back in time and kick myself (really really hard). Luckily, perhaps, I still need to take all the pre-reqs to get into the nursing program. If I could get straight "A"s in the pre-reqs maybe that would help (albeit not very much). Is this possible? Can I get back on track and make into the nursing program? I don't have any children (except my cat) so I have more free time than a lot of other people that have made it through. I do have to work though. Fortunately at my job I can sneak in study time. I just need some encouragement. I have (had) a friend that is a nurse and she basically told me there is no way I could do it and she is so much smarter than me and it was hard for her so it will never work-out for me. (Nice.. I know.) I have the drive. I have already registered for 2 pre-reqs (human growth and development and ethics) and I am taking them on-line (big plus). I know its going to take a lot of time, and a lot of work, but I want this so badly. I am just so worried that I will take all these pre-reqs and then still not get accepted in the RN program. Perhaps I could apply to the LPN program and then bridge over to RN? I wish I had done this 10 years ago. What do you guys think? If I want this bad enough, and I work hard enough, will it pay off? Or are my past mistakes going to come back to haunt me? Should I just start looking for another paralegal job? Thanks for any advice.