Thank you to everyone for the responses. I know its a rather silly topic, but it's always been my cross to bear since I was 12. I've gotten help, but it always rears its head during stress! Yes, I'm from the US. Anyways, thanks so much.
I know it sounds like a silly question. But, I'm worried because I know most doctors want to have good looking nurses to work alongside. Also, I know many male patients will want to have good looking nurses taking care of them. I'm so insecure about my appearance and have struggled w/ eating disorders on and off for years. I'm a third year student in the fall and am already dieting like crazy to be in top shape for my first clinical. I know I shouldn't worry about this or let it enter my mind, but it always comes up! Ahhh . Thanks guys.