Congrats!! I know how exciting and a relief that is to finally hold those license in your hands!!! That "little piece of paper" that you gave blood sweat, and tears for!! It's all worth it now isn't it?!! Good luck with your exciting new career as a Registered Nurse!!!!
Bless your heart! It's perfectly normal! Don't beat yourself up! For the first few years in ICU after school I just knew I was going to kill somebody because I felt I had no clue what I was doing but 13 years later I'm still there! Feeling better about my knowledge but never knowing everything! Comfort will come with time. Give yourself at least 2 years! It's a lot to learn in a very stressful area and ICU nurses can be harsh! Take a deep breath and keep on going! You'll be fine!