Thanks to all for your comments suggestions and concerns. I am so grateful to hear your stories. They are eye opening and encouraging. I am still undecided. And please feel free to continue to write I will keep you update on my decision. As for support, my friends are moving to NYC, my mom lives 2 hours away the dad will be going to school 2 hours away that is if I remain in GA. If I go to Duke my mom will be 8 hours away the day will be about 10 hours away and I have one friend at Duke who will be 4th year in med school. I am excited about being a mother but not about doing it alone completely with no support I just dont see how it would work. I am a fighter and my heart is telling me I can do anything. My mind is telling me that I have made so many bad decisions lately following my heart that now it is just time to use plain old common sense. But whether I go to Duke or stay and work at CDC I will be on my own with no support. I guess the main difference I will be working versus in school. But I don't want to continue doing something I am not passionate about it is so draining. The other option which I am considereing is to find a job at CDC doing something I am interested and passionate about and truley enjoy doing. Attempt to complete a PhD program part-time since I have at least 24 transferable credits towards a PhD, UNC has a 3 year online program that is possible and or attend a school locally the baby could come to class with me in the evenings and day care during the day. And I get my PhD and just continue to work in pulic health. And give up on the idea of becoming a nurse or go back in 4 years but then I will no be so up for more school. As for support, my friends are moving to NYC, my mom lives 2 hours away the dad will be going to school 2 hours away that is if I remain in GA. If I go to Duke my mom will be 8 hours away the day will be about 10 hours away and I have one friend at Duke who will be 4th year in med school. I am excited about being a mother but not about doing it alone completely with no support I just dont see how it would work. I am a fighter and my heart is telling me I can do anything. My mind is telling me that I have made so many bad decisions lately following my heart that now it is just time to use plain old common sense. But whether I go to Duke or stay and work at CDC I will be on my on with no support. I guess the main difference I will be working versus in school. But I don't want to continue doing something I am not passionate about it is so draining. The other option which I am considereing is to find a job at CDC doing something I am interested and passionate about and truley enjoy doing. Attempt to complete a PhD program part-time since I have at least 24 transferable credits towards a PhD, UNC has a 3 year online program that is possible and the baby could come to class with me in the evenings and day care during the day. And I get my PhD and just continue to work in pulic health. And give up on the idea of becoming a nurse or go back in 4 years but then I will no be so up for more school.