pegleg2000

Well this describes me to a tee. From the limp dipstick to belly fat, I am scheduled to have a halter monitor next week because I have developed palpitations also. yipee skipee!!

LBKA is left below the knee amputation.

I am also thinking of changing jobs. Right now I work in a ER and am taking my naltrexone. The problem is I have a disability (LBKA) that most employers when interviewing me would not know if I did not tell them. The job I have now I did not tell them in the interview about it. But they were surprised when they found out.Thinking of taking a travelers position since most of the local hospitals do not seem interested in hiring me. I know that legally they could never say it is because of my disability. I know the most important thing is to stay clean.

I am back to meetings and have not used since I first posted here. Thanks for your prayers and encouragement. I had to start somewhere and get honest and I am grateful that it was here.

Well I went to a meeting this morning. It was hard and I am feeling alot of anxiety right now about going back to work and will start to take naltrexone again. It has helped me in the past. Please pray for me and my family.

I told my wife last night and am going to a meeting this morning. I have got to stop before I lose everything. Working on 4 days clean now.

I am in deep trouble> I have been using again for the last two years. I keep meaning to go back to meeting and not pick up anymore but it never happens. It seems that when I get to work I have no control over keeping the **** out of my veins. When I am home I do not use anything. I know how this is gonna end if I do not stop again. I have had 10 yrs clean and 4 years and now I am in this again and cannot seem to stop.