Aniri25

Hi everybody, I'm a new grad. My internship was in SICU, I did love that place and that job but it was in a bad neighborhood so I decided to change closer to my house in a better neighborhood hospital, I worked the MICU. My internship went horribly wrong, my preceptor was lazy and did not want to teach me correct procedures, I was trying so hard to make it work. When I got with a new preceptor, which was towards the end of my orientation, my preceptor pointed out to me how many things I am doing wrong. I tried to improve really hard, and I was making progress, but there was just no time left in the internship. Now I am out of a job, feeling like the whole world is caving in, and wondering if anyone is going to want to hire me after I've been in two hospitals as an intern. My fiancee is a nurse tech, we have some money saved, and I applied to 3 hospitals and hundreds of positions today. I'm just feeling like a complete failure. Has anyone been through this that can give me some advice?