Wow! Congrats! No.. really... CONGRATS! I am truly happy for you! Reading your story gives me hope! I myself have gone thru a lot this year but more than anything I feel like I've let myself down more than anyone. My husband doesn't get it, nor does anyone that has gone thru this I do not believe. He claims "it's just a test" and that's it. Pass or fail... it's just a test and the more he says that the more I believe he doesn't get it. I really do appreciate the time you took to respond. I've been glued to my laptop all afternoon since I first posted that thread praying someone would hear me and give me some sort of encouragement! And once again... I and very happy for your accomplishment!!