Hellopeople

I am so sorry to hear of this news....I am sure you did everything possible to make it...I am in my first semster at SDSU School of Nursing and I find it to be the hardest thing I have ever attempted in my life. I study hard and do the best I can...if I was to fail...I would know that my destiny is a different path...beleiving in God and Jesus...knowing my reasons for doing nursing are to take care of people and do good noble deeds for the rest of my life...you see...I gave up a selfish life style where I had an easy job that paid well...I gave up custody of my son....I gave up my condo...all for a shot at Nursing school....I literally gave up everything to get into Nursing school...and if I was to fail I would be devistated as well...but quickly reassured that my path is not the one I had planned....maybe I am destined to take a different path to nursing...thereby reinforcing my nursing skills to become a better nurse than I would of been passing through the school the first time...or maybe my future lies in microbiology and research as I find other areas of study that are more meaningful to me...or just maybe...I am destined to save someones life in the future and this speed bump in my life now is going to make me stronger and more able to do that great accomplishment.... We try so hard to plan everything...control everything..it is in our nature to do so....when the reality is that we should be in peace doing the best we can knowing that God is guiding our true destiny with his plan for us... I hope this helps as it has brought peace to me while I am in school...