rumpop

i dont know how to start this -but ill basically get down to the nitty gritty. im currently enrolled in an lpn program (doing very well ) last week my teachers decided to give out an exam (as a refesher) because half of the students were divided into 2 rotations -OB and PEDS (i am in the PEDs Group). In the beginning of this last semester they gave us a PEDs math/drug calculations exam to determine wether we were ready to take on PEDs (i passed by the way). (the OB group didn't really have to -so they said, but they were going to take a refresher once they switched to PEDs) the problem started last week when it was time to switch and they decided to give out the test, but this time they revamped the whole idea of a drugs calulation test and did a over all pharmacology exam instead (amid mid-terms even!) -now heres the problem. pharmacology was taken in our first semester -it was a 27 chapter book and was given about less that 24 hours to study the material. now, our instructors always base everything by nclex so the passing grade for this test had to be and 85 or higher. ...well, apparently, i did the unthinkable and over thought questions and failed. consequence: i dont attend my last clinical -and i dont graduate (which is aproximatly ..5 weeks from now) right now, i feel lost. and i dont know what to do. i keep thinking in my head -it's just 5 weeks till graduation/pinning, why now? since my ultimainum, ive been depressed. was what happened to me fair?