I have lost 2 patients in one shift as well and once had a reputation that still haunts me to this day - once called the angel of death like another poster (ERNurse752) was. I like to think those that are ready to pass from this world to the next find a helping soul, someone that they feel comfortable enough with, to let go of this world and move on into the next, like a guide. Kind of a spiritual thing I guess. Still the loss of patients, even when it is their time can be hard on you. :Holly1: Happy Holidays to you all.