Reading the interactions regarding this topic is quite entertaining to say the least. I have to say first that I am glad that you are clean now, unfortunately there is still an undertone in your words that casts blame to those around you. This is contradictory to you professing to assume the blame yourself. "Good people" fall every day, that is no secret. But your analogy with the paranoid schizophrenic is absurd. Thats like having the paranoid schizophrenic put in charge of evaluating someone else's mental health and determining their treatment!!!! What a crock!!!!