I started working on a med/surge unit at a local hospital. When I was hired (along with 16 other new grads) we were not told what unit we would be working on or what shift. I was just elated that I got hired. During my interview for this position, I informed them I would not be able to work nights. I was oriented for 6 weeks on a floor that I absolutely loved. Then I was informed I would be moving to an ortho-neuro floor but would still be working days. I absolutely hated it. Only one other new grad was moved to a different unit after six weeks of orientation. She no longer works for this hospital. I went to the powers that be (who stated to all new grads that if we were unhappy or there was a problem let them know). So I went and told them I felt very uncomfortable on this particular unit. I had only 3 weeks orientation on this particular unit. I was told to basically give it time it would work itself out. A few weeks later, I again went to the powers that be and told them it wasn't working. Again I was told to give it more time. I finally put my foot down and tactfully and nicely said I wouldn't be able to work on this unit any longer. I was given an option of working on the floor I loved on nights or I could quit. I chose against my better judgement to take the night position out of desperation to get away from the ortho-neuro unit I hated so much. Needless to say nights did not work for me as I knew deep down it wouldn't. They then tried to get me to work as a charge nurse in a mental health adolescent unit. One day of shadowing there was enough. There was no way I was going to do that. Not my cup of tea. I did not want to burn any bridges but was informed if I was resigning the only way to fulfill my 4 weeks notice was to do it on nights. This was not possible. When I tried nights I was up constantly, could not get on a good sleep regimen. Well I ended up quitting and didn't give 4 weeks notice. I had been very up front with my supervisors. I kept them informed of how I felt I was doing and all I ever got was statements like "just muttle through". I now am job hunting. I feel like a big fat failure. I have had a few interviews one at a doctors office and one at a long term health care facility. I do find the Doctors office a little appealing since there would be no holidays and no weekends. I find myself feeling very torn. On one hand I think the less stressful atmosphere would be right for me right now but eventually I would love to become an ICU nurse and know I need at least 1 year experience to get there. Would another hospital still hire me if I have been at doctors office for a couple of years because obviously I wouldn't be able to use the hospital I started out at for a reference in the future, or would I be better off going right back to med/surge. I welcome any advice anyone can give. Thanks for listening to me ramble on.