My heart breaks for you. Get you a Saunders NCLEX book, and when you retake it, make sure you look at all the answers and look for the words that would make an answer wrong, even if you dont know what they are talking about, theres usually something that makes something seem not quite right. (if that makes sense) Sometimes process of elimination is all ya have to go on. Hang in there and best of luck. By the way...during nursing school, I got my first ever tattoo..it says "This too shall pass"....keep that in mind!!!