buddhanah, I know EXACTLY how how you feel don't give up! Have faith in yourself, you WILL pass next time @ least that is what I keep telling myself. We didn't go through nursing school and get this far to let this one test determine our future right? Our friends that passed didn't get the exact same test as we did we can't compare ourselves to them I was embarrassed too, I still have not told many of them. You know what though? My boss told me that some of her very best nurses did not pass the NCLEX the first time and that this test is not what makes us good nurses our hearts are.:nurse:Hang in there Good luck next time!