Thank you all for responding to my post, I appreciate it. I was told by a couple of nurses that are always chilling at the NS talking, gossiping, texting, waiting on 2nd shift etc. (I envy them) that I spend too much time with pts and their care. I was told that I need to cut my time in 1/2 with them. Ex. bedbath, gown, linen chng and poop clean -2 mins tops, VS and BS-1 min tops per pt, that every morning I should be able to go thru 6 charts look up everything that I need to know on each pt - 10 mins total time tops. How is that possible??? I'm starting to think that this whole nursing thing was a huge mistake for me. I have been at this going on 5 months on my own and it is NOT getting any better, (this is not happening for me yet ) don't know if it ever will...so depressing. Please understand that we have no teamwork, it is every man for himself. usually 1-2 techs for 40+ pts so not much delegating going on there and nurses dont help each other. We have to draw labs, do VS, BS, bedbaths,linen chg, feeding pts, clean poop, transport pt to/frm procedures....how can i incorporate all this with....caring for pts needs, chart checks, scanning orders, pulling/passing tons of meds(most times the meds are not in omnicells so they will be late due to searching hi & lo on the floor then notifying pharmacy and waiting on them to send up), paging docs, interventions, tons of paperwork, admissions/DC, charting assessments and notes q 2hrs, and responding to no less than 30 calls a day from pts, family members, MDs, depts, not to mention outgoings calls I have to make, and the list goes on. Is there any kind of order to this madness, it is total chaos for me. I just want to manage to feel good about my pt care, get my orders completed and get out on time!!!!! (Hoping one day I will be able to look back and do this )