konahi7

ok... had a bit of a breakdown this weekend and took one too many Xanax. I am going to fight this anyway I can because I feel that god left me here for a reason i guess. All your support has meant so much to me. Thank you. I'm not sure how much I will be able to get accomplished since we only have two weeks left this semester but I am going to try.. not just for me, but for those who will follow me.

ok.. I understand, I watch CSI just need to get some help

how do I find a representative? I dont have much money.. A friend has giving me a lawyer to talk to but I want to make sure I do this right..

thank you... I dont have a mentor.. I dont know who to ask.. I've tryed contacting my Clinical instructor who had me get that meeting together but she is very busy and I can never get a hold of her

oh.. sorry not very computer savvy... you think I am going to get in trouble for this.. why can t anyone help people anymore.. I feel like its everyone for them self but hey good luck to you... I'm sorry I dont mean to be mean, I've just never felt so lost and hopeless and left for dead in my life

what the OP? And I realize the try another school thing but I dont have the money to just start over..And now they are moving this teacher to 4th semester because they are losing 1/3 of the RN students in 2nd semester How is that fair to the 15 of us now?

this is a really long story... a year ago I had this very same teacher.. she was not my clinical instructer but the leacture instructor. I was getting a 97% in clinical at the time but in therory I failed by 3 points. throughout the semester she repeatedly told me that mybe I should choose a different career or that she thought I would never be a nurse. She didnt even see me in Clinical practice!. well when I went to the head of the program for help she stated it was to late. I have an anxiety disorder but becase I was ashamed I didn't go begging for help. well a year wait later I get back in. I swallowed my pride after failing the first test and went to take my test in a more quite room and started to do well.. I can attach my grades if you would like. 69% (1st test), 80, 82, 84 92, 86 after... and in clinical she made me so nervous by ripping alcholhol wipes aout of my hand after I has already (yes awkwardly got it out) had to demonstrat the correct way in front of the patent how to open an alcholhold wipe and it wasn't a very gental way. She has numerously tryed to embarass me in fromt of the floor team, yelling, making me cry. On top of that with all the hard work on my papers, which I used to get 4/5 or 8/10 she now only gave me 1 or 2. Then came a big deal where she tryed to get me kicked out with an ROUB (written 2 can get you kicked out for good) well when I told the head instructer che asked me to go infront of her, my teacher and the head of the program and tell about it... needless to say my last clinical with her I was so nervouse I forgot the most rediculaous thing, which has never happened before and didn't compair the patients names to the pixix slip and just asked her to verify her name and well now I'm out. I know i should use the pixes slip at all times but a couple students have told me on the phone today the they have done the same thing and not be treated with an ROUB because of it. Another student told me that he told our teacher he needed 8/10 on his last paper to pass and when he got it back we all looked at it and she had marked him 3 points off but the score at the top was a 8/10. sorry my spelling so bad I'm just so upset. my live is a disaster

It such a long story but I need help in finding the correct way or the right lawyer to help me. A teacher who has expressed on more than one occasion I will never be a good nurse has failed me for the second time. My fellow classmates what to all come with me to a meeting with the head of nursing and state the cruel things she does not only to me but others as well and who they feel I was targeted. I don't think this will be enough. She has been on probation twice for similar student complaints but yet has been dismissed. Maybe because she and her well know surgeon husband had a lot to do with our new nursing building, I'm not sure.. Please Help me I don't know what to do.. I'm not unintelligent I have a 3.8.. its a long story if anyone can help me please.. I'm falling apart.. Nursing is all I every wanted to do... but I'm not a fighter and am tiring easily.