scaredandalone

This has not been a great week. After studying for the NCLEX exam all this week and trying to answer many many questions, I found myself in front of the computer screen, not knowing if I was answering the right answers and not knowing if I used the strategies on the test I had learned through the Kaplan review. I just don't know what to think. My test stopped at 75 and all I wanted was the computer to give me more questions to redeem myself so I could start getting the "priority" questions everyone was talking about towards the end of the test. I don't know what to think. It's making me think crazy and messing up my mind. I even had a fight with my friend today about something sooooo stupid and I don't even know where my mind was. It was a pointless fight and I have no idea what happened. It's all my fault and this on my head while waiting for results is killing me. I may have failed the NCELX exam but also lost one of my best friends. I don't know what to do anymore. All I want is to be a nurse and make people feel better. All this stress is making me take it out on someone else and I can't help but think its all my fault. I didn't pass the test. I failed it miserably. 75...thats it?? IMPOSSIBLE. I don't know what to do.