So I was really excited to get a job in the ED as a GN, but unfortunatly I failed my boards the first time (after 265 Q's)...... no problem, I was able to work as a Nurse Extern. That's when it got bad, and then I failed for the second time(115 Q's).... time for the tech position. Well this was tricky, there were no tech positions avaiable, so after 3 months of orientation, I was terminated. Not only did I fail twice, but I lost my job that I was so greatful to have. After this I went out and took Kaplan to help me prepare better for the test (which I thought I was ready for the first two times), but I am still to scared to take the test again, and then look for a job. I really loved the ED, but I don't know if there is any hope for me getting another postion in emergency. I feel as though I got a lot of experience in the ED for the 3 Months, but should I put it on my resume...? I am planning on looking for a job AFTER I pass, but I am very nervous that future employers will look down on 3 tries for NCLEX. (Next try is at the end of the month) Any ideas or thoughts on my messy situation, feeling down.