myebel

i was put on suspenion because a pt. complain of me not giving her medication to her on time, plus she told DON i refused to put cream on her saying thats not my job im busy passing medication.the tx. nurse was still there but wasnt answering the page.so i asked another nurse and they said if the tx. nurse is gone yes i have to do it. so i did andtold her im sorry i didnt know.she still told DON i refused to put her cream.So suspened me to do an investagation.Can i get fired behind that i was only there three weeks i trully did not know?

Well i did it i'm a LVN now. Yeah about two years ago.Sense then i've had two jobs.The first one i was termenated from because I didn't listen to my heart and just leave on my own,but no I had to listen to othersplus i was preganet at the time and needed to find a job quickBut because i was with child no one would hire meLuckl i had a friend that was a DON and hired meI tell you it's not what you know but who you, ok?But anyway ihad my baby and was there for almost two years untill that nursing home was sold last yearThat wasn'tthe problem/the problem started when my friend left and then DSD left and so on and so forth.the new owners what to gutt the place and replace the nurse with new grades for cheaper pay.things weren't right with everthing all together.So i quit ,about to months ago,but if there is such a short in nursing why can't find a job? It seems like soon as they hear my name it's over with.Is it because i'm black or what? Please tell me i'm trippin and will be okay,that I will find a job ,because i am scared to death the i won't be able to care for m kids because of my pride. everone is saying i should let them fire me ,but i didn't want that against me.But it's too late now.

Just wanted to say thank you for the words of encouragement.

please help me , am I wrong ro a bad person for no longer wanting to be a nurse? I mean I still do but, now that i'm finally finished with nursing school I feel like i'm not good enough to be a nurse or at less a good nurse.When I first started school I was so excited about becoming nurse finally after trying to get in a nursing school for years.But because it took me two years vice the one it should have taken plus all of the nice nurses that didn't want to help me ,us in our internship .It's hard to continue being nice to every one when it seems like no one was being nice to us the students.The nurses were acting as if i was there to steal their jobs ,when I all I wanted was some exsperince.I mean I don't live anywhere near the places I did my internship I lived atleast an hour and ahalf away. so please help me get my faith in nursing .I don't want become a robot nurse.One secret: I took state boards and failed .I was sad and happy becauuse I didn't have to work with the nurses who I am so afraid of becoming.I'm good nurse ,just human.

Hi my name mye i kinda know how you feel .buy just keep your head up we need more nures like you,ones who don't give up.So don't please. :nono:

hi my name is mye,and i just wanted to say hi,and may be talk to some ole pros to teach me newtricks .to help pass my nclex,,,agin.Please help someone .Tell me that i'm not the only one to fail the nclex first time.Tell me that deserved to pass my vn course.