After 5 years of practice I became severely addicted to narcotics. I knew they would ruin not only my life but my dream. After having my license revoked I went out and blamed everyone, I pretended not to want to practice. Fortunately for me I was able to develop a support system. I have been clean for almost 4 years. I am entering into nursing again. I do plan to tell those I work with, not for sympathy or empathy, but for support. narcotic abuse is very high in our profession 6-8% of RN's suffer. If any nurse out there is having a problem get help and now! I you think a nurse you work with is, get help for them now! Don't wait!!