:angryfire I am so angry at myself. I entered nursing school and things from the start was not good for me. It was like this career I soul desire was not for me. I plan to try it again next fall and maybe things will be a little better for me then. I want this so badly. I love to care for people and I truly believe my place is in the hospital caring for people. If you have any ideas or even a kind word I would truly be thankful.:balloons: