Thanks JohnBearPA for your input, it is encouraging. I can honestly say that medical is kind of intimidating to me. I don't intimidate easily, but in this case, I am. Probably because this is all very new to me and I'm treading waters I've never even put my feet in before, it's kind of scary. On the other hand, I can watch Discovery Health Surgeries all day and don't even flinch. I think it is so exciting to see watch a surgery and actually see the organs and bones;of course it is probably more overwhelming and intense in person.