Run run run as fast as you can to the nearest computer and update your resume. Don't let this experience ruin nursing for you. It is very possible to love what you do, but hate your job. I've been a nurse for almost 14 years and recently left a job because the new supervisor was straight from satan's loins. You don't have to work in that type of an environment. There are plenty of POSITIVE nursing experiences out there for you to find. Good Luck.