Hey guys.. First of all, I wanna say that AllNurses.com is the best!! This site have guided me through school and gave me tips on how i can better prepare for my Nclex..Thank you!.. and for those who passed the exam, congratulations!..& for us who haven't..good luck and lets pray!! .. Today was the big day (nov.7, 2008).. YUP!!.. after three weeks of reading.. attending a review seminar..doing endless practice questions and reading rationales, i was finally ready to jump in the ring and battle it out with the big Nclex-PN (or so i thought). I woke up hours early to brush up on pharmacology math, do some med-surg and quickly glance at some serum levels and values..and have enough time to eat a light breakfast.. making sure i didnt eat anything that would upset my stomach (thanks Carlo). I came to Pearson Vue excited.. I made sure i dressed warm.. bladder empty.. and rosary in my pocket, ready for a 4 hour deathmatch.. The nice welcoming people of pearson vue eased my nerves a bit.. something about pleasant people that makes u feel like everything is going to be okay.. but we all know it wasnt..lol After a quick prayer.. I started the exam.. First question came.. I was clueless. I didnt know what hit me. I figured after doing about a million review questions,i thought id have some sense.. but nah.. BLANK. All i remembered was the acronym "ABC"..i was so confused that i forgot what it meant.. Nurses, what are they again? Airway Breathing Circulation?..i dont even know anymore.. I was pounded with questions and topics im not familiar with..guessing on questions after question, hoping to choose the option that would keep my patient safe.. i pray for easier ones like therapeutic communications but even they were just as hard because they all sounded right..there were moments i kept seeing the same topic formatted differently..thats when i knew i was messin up....what really got me was all the SATA (select all that apply).. i was praying it would stop.. but with my luck.. it didnt. I was a nervous wreck..at one point the proctor had to come to my cubicle and tell me that i was reading the questions too loud :imbar and I might distract others.. I was a mess!..lol question 83 came.. and 2 hours passed. The computer is asking me if i wanted a break. It felt like I was in the twelfth round with about a minute to go.. I was beat up but still on my feet..and i desperately needed that break.. so i took it, hoping it would miraculously get easier when i get back.. I stretched..emptied my bladder again, washed my face, and took in deep breaths.. after a couple of minutes.. i was back in the ring hoping to take it to the distance praying that my luck would change and i start getting easy questions.. 84, then 85.. Computer STOPPED!!! :redbeathe I was like "Oh no!.. dont stop..please give me more questions.. i need to pass!!!" ... I Gathered my things and left the center not knowing what just happened.. so i'm here stuck. didnt know what to do.. did i pass?..fail?.. I was afraid.. but i honestly didnt know how to feel. happy that its all over.. but in the same time afraid..afraid that my dream of being a nurse is over.. afraid to face my parents and peers because i didnt meet expectations.. doubting if nursing is really for me.. im lost.. now im waiting and honestly,this is worst than taking the test.. they say wait 2 days.. but i took it on friday, so does that mean ill get it tuesday?? I dont know anymore.. im praying for the best. thanks for letting me vent and share my experience..