nullaby

Hello everyone, I appreciate it in advance if you read this and give me an honest reply. Well, heres my dilemma, Im now 19, went to 1 year of community college, stopped thinking i wanted to become a massage therapist and work in a spa. But since the massage school starts monday im really thinking if this is what i really want to do now (and if i want to plunk down 11k for it but i know nursing school and all that will cost more than that, i just dont want to feel like im settling for less). The past few weeks ive been researching different aspects of nursing, and i tend to find myself VERY interested in (forgive me if i do not give proper titles:mad:) nurse psychiatrist, RN Midwife, and womens health. My mom was a NICU nurse so I think the need to help people and inform was kinda handed down. But anyway, getting back to my main question, how would i go to school for one of the above careers, is there like a main path i can do, and then figure out which one i like the best and branch off? Ill go back to looking at websites, i think ive done too much reading for the past 10 hours though lol I appreciate everyones input and opinons! Thank you for your time