mwasmer

Wow, I can not believe you guys! I can not tell you or describe how much your words of wisdom and support has saved me! Literally saved me! I feel extremely proud to be apart of such a profession that truly has amazing spirits! I am so blessed that I ended up at this sight to be apart of with you guys! Bless you!! :) thank you!!:blushkiss

Thank you everyone! The honesty is refreshing and very helpful. I have just been angry with myself for letting it get to me. I have read so much truth in all of you words. I am a very different person than I was 12 years ago. I will continue on this journey and make the best of it. I will use this horrible tragedy for (hopefully) something good! I will call monday first thing and seek counseling once again. I don't really want to go back to the old way, guess I just needed to be reminded it's a choice. It may have not been a choice as a child but as a 37 year old woman I do have the choice today! And I've been drawn into this profession to help others and I do realize I am of no use if I do not stay on track! Thank you all for taking the time. I really need the extra support from those who have gone before me! Thank you!!

Hello everyone! This is my first time on here and I look forward to getting to know you! I am a new grad! Yeah! (whew) LOLOL On a serious note, I am having some difficulty with something we just went through on the last rotation. (psychosocial) I was wondering if I could get some honest feedback. I am the first one in my family to graduate from college, and have a somewhat sane life. My childhood is not something one would like to publish on the front page of the newspaper. I have come a very long way to get where I am today. Some of the information we studied about brought back some flashbacks from the past, with some not very pleasant feelings and emotions. On the morning of graduation I found myself feeling like I'm not worth it and very tempted to go back to my old way of life. NOT GOOD. I was just wondering if this is strange? Weird? I talked with my instructer about it, she assured me it wasn't weird, talked me through a few things and made some suggestions. She assured me I was NOT my past, what happened to me is NOT how everyone sees me. She told me positive things about me...etc..etc.. I am not sure if she was just saying that to be nice or what? I trust her opinion, and I do believe her. Has anyone ever gone through this? Its so strong to just go back to where I thing I belong. (no where) Does any of this make sense???? What a way to say hello huh? :) Sorry....