JBMMOM,
It all started when I was an ER TECH in my early 20s (turning 40 soon) I was assisting a Nurse with a Foley Cath and I guess seeing how the insertion was being performed on a female, I quickly began to get white as a ghost and lightheaded. I'm not afraid of a womans gential but not to be mean at all, but on this certain female I guess it made me grossed out. From that moment on, I've had this phobia. It's not so serve with a man, but I also did get the same feeling when I had to help again weeks later.
So now I have that in my head when it comes to foleys. Other things like stomas, kinda gross me out but I can push through. Vomit, blood, needles, feces, etc don't bother me.
I know I can be a good Nurse but torn if I will ever get ahead of this phobia and if I can't, I don't want to waste any time starting the program. it's just a tough decision.