FutureRNQueen

Here is a bit of background. As a teenager and young adult I went through a period where I was hospitalized in a psychiatric hospital several times. I was diagnosed with major depressive disorder with psychotic features. Especially from ages 15-17 I said and did many things I now regret while in my psychotic state. I now disagree with the diagnosis and believe much of it was trauma based. I'm 30 years old at this point and I have successfully completed several years of therapy, and for the past two years I have been entirely symptom free, aside from the occasional bout of anxiety. This is managed well with brief coping skills. I have also not required medication for over one year. It's been my dream for most of my life to become a nurse. For the longest time I didn't believe it was ever possible because of my mental health issues. But recently I gathered up the courage to register for school (health science major on the path way to nursing school at a community college). I know it's just the beginning and I likely won't graduate for another 4 odd years. However, I'm very concerned that the past will hinder my success. I have no qualms about my ability to serve others safely and effectively. I also know I'm not legally required to disclose my history, but when I decline to do so, will this raise a red flag? What happens if a former friend who knows my history decides to file a complaint with the board ? To my knowledge the facilities that treated me cannot share my health records, which makes me feel a little bit better. I'm aware of the sacrifices and trials I will face in school and later on as an RN. I'm willing to take as many chances and risks as I have to in order to achieve this goal because I believe it's what I was made to do. Before I embark on my journey, does anyone have any advice or tips? Do I have a valid reason to be concerned, and how can I ensure that I'm able to realize my dream despite my past?