Direwolf TN

Hello, in 2010 I had a horrible accident that almost killed me. I was in coma for a couple weeks, but when I was dying, thank God, I didn't, I was inside a train and I wanted to get to someplace and before I got to my place they told me that it wasn't my time and they push me out of the train when it was stoping and I was scared because I was falling, and then landed softly, like if I didn't have any weight in a field of flowers and there was a tree and then I woke up to a bunch of nurse and doctors. And I didn't recognize my self, I felt as if I woke up in a different place till today, I can't feel like my self, as if I'm a different person.