hello, I'm struggling quite a bit in terms of morals.. I have an ED, had it from 2019 till now..
thing is I'm not planning on ever recovering nor do I need recovery as an option, I believe I work better with my ED.. in terms of restricting is what I mean and maintaining / losing
im OK with maintaining atm
however I plan on become a nurse, yet my morals are conflicting.. I am adamant on becoming a nurse but I think about my ED and I feel like I'll be inadequate... in terms of treating others
I have scars on my left arm, I've recovered from self harm but it's a worry as scars are healed yet there... I feel like I might be forced into treatment and IDK what to do.