Cinnabun

I have only been a nurse for 3years and I feel like I've hit a brick wall. I became a nurse and 2weeks later Covid hit the floors, I worked PCU, I went to my dream job neonatal intensive care, and man was it a nightmare. I did a very temporary radiology contract (just helping work up patients). And now I'm stuck. I went back to women's and children's health but I had a stillbirth awhile back(I went to therapy and did all the things) but I feel like that major life even put a stick in dream. When I work with the newborns and the postpartum moms. I get so much anxiety , I feel the need to cry, basically how I felt in the NICU all over again. I accepted I have some baggage I clearly need to unpack, but now I have no sense of direction where to take my nursing career. At all. No earthly idea ....where to start , how, why when. I've never been so lost with nonsense of direction when it came to my life and a very long time. Anyways that's just my rant ....thanks for allowing me to share...♥️